Life is so hard..
yaps,,hari ini dan hari" sebelumnya gw ngerasain hal itu
why?
semua org merasakan apa yg gw rasakan ttg TA!!
ada yg dipermudah ada jg yg dipersulit,, dan gw salah satu org yg sangat beruntung mendapatkan kesulitan itu and poor you that have something easy
(intinya .. *tau sendiri)
hmm..
life so fucking good
thinking positives i got a first to do when i knew that my last assignment is not that easy,,
tapi lama kelamaan gw jalanin, gw masih berpikir bahwa semua bakalan baik" aja,sampai akhirnya pada titik gw ngerasa gw gila kali yah!!
gak ngeliat kenyataannya bahwa gw gak bisa buat program without a helping hand
yaps..
ketika gw tau itu langsung gw minta bantuan sana sini,,walaupun sampai detik sekarang belum ada yg bisa bantuin gw
OPEN RECRUITMENT!!
for WEB MAPPING GIS (WMS please...)
(jika ada yg bisa hubungin gw)
kesannya desperate bgt deh
i'm pathetic, well.. it's me
because every time i tried to make a program for my TA, i cry
and thank's for someone that makes me to feel soo stupid ..
because of you i feel like this and please.. don't say a things that make me hurt so much
because i don't need a someone to say this in front of my face!!!
*sorry klo ada yg ngrasa
gw merasa terintimidasi ketika minta bantuan lo,,sorry to say but this is what i feel about you
i'm not comfortable being around you, i don't know why
i tried but i can't,, maybe because you're so smart and i'm so stupid
so.. you're in my last resort if i need your help
dan ketika gw menulis ini, gw udah gk tau mau menghapus air mata gw dimana lagi
the last...all my problems, i leave it to god..
:)
